it's all about yourself

it's hard for me to find time to rest now, but i dont regret. i have to pay a price for every decision i have made. since i have planned to live my life in this way, i should stick through and through to it and no think about the "what if" anymore. it serves no purpose except to bring misery to my life.

it's all about the mindset. i just have to encourage myself to keep going and it does not feel that painful anymore. stay optimistic and dont let it affect me too much. is it the environment that affects the person or the person who affectd the environment? i want to be the later one. i want to control the pace of my life. i hate it to be pushed around by people or forced to the wall by some unforeseen circumstances. i want to stand up on my own and live the life i want to be in.

play at work. that's what i have learnt at FISH tales. dont just work and work the whole day long. it just makes my work boring and dull. inject some life into work. wait a minute! i am not trying to promote gossiping at work but just PLAY at work. i was playing along with one of my colleages at work today and time seemed to pass faster. YEAH! obviously i need to find a playing partner at work first.

i am so damn broke that i feel like crying now. i heard a piece of good news today. woon has got into the TOOP 100 round. woohoo!!! all the way girl! sing your heart out. =) another thing taht is worth celebrating for is i have half way through march alrdy, which means i have 2 more weeks before i get my march pay. be patient.

"self control"